Oh no!!! My holidays are ending?!?! so anyway...I can't believe that it's already october!!! and it was only like in 2005 where I took my N Levels.. and now it's already 1 year since I touched any studying from english to chinese!!! Oh the wonderful secondary school life... and if we actually repeated 2005 I might already be in melbourne!!! since after my maths paper last year.. I went straight home.. got my things packed and headed for melbourne to meet Koko Ari!!! :) Ok enough about 2005... it's sooooo over...
so ya tml will be a very important day for me... I will be chatting with the director of the animation and visual effects department in San Francisco.. Hopefully my english typing will still be there... my "so-called-perfect-english" hehehehe!!!! Feeling kinda nervous now... but since it's about my future I might as well wake up way early... (Actually my mum will wake me up) So ya if they really approved my standard of academics and my current position in ITE, I might stand a chance to get into AA by the end of the year... WHOOO!!! And I will start schooling there in Feb 2007.. So God help me k??? All things are definitely possible with You in my life!!!! So yeah... tml will be an exciting day... plus I will be hanging with the ex-science girls tml!!!
For the past 2 days I have been listening non-stop to Kirk Franklin's song "Imagine me".. And Non-stop meaning.. really non-stop.. like there's no stopping me from this song.. hahahah!!! The song is really, simply wonderful... like the lyrics really mean a lot.. like it builds some kind of no low self esteem.. like an encouragement song!!! All his songs are encouraging and inspiring!!!! hahahah!!!! :)
KIRK FRANKLIN
IMAGINE ME
Imagine me loving what I see
when the mirror looks at me cause I
I imagine me.
In a place, of no insecurities
and I'm finally happy cause I imagine me.
Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
cause they never did deserve me,
can you imagine me.
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me,
remembering all you told me,
Lord can you imagine me?
Over what my momma said,
and healed from what my daddy
did and I wanna live and not read that page again.
(Chorus)
Imagine me,
being free,
trusting you totally,
finally I can imagine me,
I admit it was hard to see you
being in love with someone like me,
finally I can imagine me.
Imagine me
Being strong and
not letting people break me down,
you won't get that joy this time around.
Can you imagine me?
In a world,
in a world nobody has to live afraid,
because of your love,
fear's gone away,
can you imagine me.
Letting go of my past and glad
I have another chance
and not hard to dance cause
I don't have to read that page again.
(Repeat Chorus 2x’s)
Kirk talks: This song is dedicated to people like me, those that struggle with insecurities, acceptance and even self esteem, you never felt good enough, you never felt pretty enough but imagine God whispering in your ear letting you know that everything that has happened is now.
Gone, Gone, Its’ Gone,
All Gone Repeat 8
Kirk’s remarks( Oh It’s All Gone. Every Sin, Every Mistake, Every Failure Its’ All Gone!Depression Gone By Faith It’s GoneLow Self Esteem, Halleluiah Its Gone, All Gone,It’s Gone All My Scars All My Pain It’s In The Past , Its’ Yesterday Its’ All Gone( Can’t Believe Its’ Gone) What Your Mother Did, What your Father Did, Halleluiah (Its’ Gone All Gone Oh Whoa))
Oh na-na-na-na
Oh na-na-na-na-na-na
Repeat 3 X’s
Oh na-na-na-na-na-na
